Tired.

I thought being awake for like 30 something hours and then sleeping for 12 would make me feel better but I'm actually still very tired.

I was so angry yesterday! The workmen said that we would lose our water supply everyday between 9 and 1 right ? Well I guess they use the term loosely since we didn't get our water back until 8.23 p.m! I mean, what the f*ck is that ?!? There isn't a lot of cooking that can be done without water to boil stuff in. Argh!

Today (thank f*ck) I woke up to have the water already on at 1.30 p.m. Hah.

There isn't that much to say about today. B is in work from 9 a.m until 10.pm. What shall I do with my day ? I should probably start exercising again. Hmm. Good idea.

B has to cook for a big party tonight. Nearly the whole cast of Hollyoaks will be at the Eagle and Child celebrating. Cool isn't it ? :)

Now I'm going to take a nap.

Sleepless Nights.

Couldn't sleep last night, so I stayed awake and read the Cosmopolitan. These sleepless nights will kill me. But look at it from the bright side, I can catch up on my reading :)

Alesha Dixon is very pretty in this picture, although her body looks like someone's done something to it. I mean, on the picture. I guess that's what they do to all the pictures they put on the cover. There's a lot to read in this August issue of Cosmopolitan. There is something kinda weird, and I'm not sure if it's good-weird or weird-weird.

So get this. It's about this new product Le Whif, it's a calorie-free chocolate that you inhale (?) Interested ? Well this is how it works. 'Place it in your mouth and a fine powder is sprayed, fooling the brain into thinking you're eating chocolate!' Weird ?

I eat chocolate because I like the eating of the chocolate. Don't you agree ?

Then there is this.

I definitely want to know what this smells like and if it's good then I want to get it :) If we like them then we'll get them. Maybe. Probably for our anniversary :) There is another perfume that I like. I mean I've never really had perfumes because I never remember to use them, but I really like Paris Hilton's Can Can and I might get that.. Tough choices :)

There's talk about why women cheat and how the reasons are different with men than women. There's a lot about loving your body the way it is and (naked) pictures and stories from women in all shapes and sizes. There's a story about keeping or telling a secret and how hard that is, and seven women tell their stories.. And loads more!

I looked through all the pictures of the designers clothes and latest fashion items, and I usually never like any of them but there's a picture of the prettiest dress ever! It's a DVF Ivory Lace dress and OMG it's beautiful! Here it comes..

Now if I was rich, I'd run out to buy this dress! It's nice to have some dreams :)

While I was surfing the Internet trying to find a picture of this dress (I wasn't successful so I just took a picture of the photo in Cosmo) I saw this dress that I fell in love with! So now there are two dresses that I absolutely have to have, as soon as I win the lottery :) Here comes a picture of the other dress.

Now I really need to go and get some food for Dorothy. She is so hungry, she is trying to eat me through the glass of her tank. Poor girl. Better get her some fluffs. Anyway, I'll try and write more later on today :) Cya!

Thunderstorms <3

Finally the thunderstorm we've been waiting for is here! There was a flash of light outside and we could see it through the blinds, I thought it was an ambulance or the police but then we heard the thunder! It only came after like 5 seconds. So it's really close, but I think it might be heading East now..

Now the rain came! It didn't rain at all when the lightnings came and not even when we heard the thunder, and now after like 10 minutes, the rain is pouring down! I don't know if I've ever seen so much rain! Or at least heard since I didn't walk to the window to see it. OK now B opened the blinds so I could see the pouring rain and OMG!

And the thunderstorm is back. It didn't go away like I thought. But now the rain stopped ? Or at least it's not raining as hard as it did two minutes ago..

SH*T!!!!

The biggest lightning and thunder I've heard in years!

Anyway, B said all this is because of some heat wave that they are saying is going to hit England in a couple of weeks.. Hopefully that's true because that would mean more thunderstorms, which I love (!), and then more heat! Can't stand the rain for much longer because after the summer is over, there'll be rain for the next 6 months..

I finally started reading my August Cosmopolitan and it's their first Hot Secrets Issue. It's full of all the secrets of beauty, fashion and sex. Can't wait! We're doing Cosmo's BIG Orgasmic Quiz. It's all about the truth about orgasms. Now we're pondering over a question :

Women have more orgasms if their partner ...
a) is over 6 ft
b) is rich
c) is younger than her

The answer is b. There are some really good facts in there that you wouldn't necessarily think were true. Anyway, back to the quiz.

I Love New York <3

Now, I can only say that based on the things I've heard about the place and people. B has been there twice ? Or was it 3 times ? Anyway, it's more times than I could ever dream of. It's a place I'd like to go, but I'd like it to be a holiday without limits. Which to me means that I want to have the money to do it right.. All inclusive, shopping, art galleries and hundreds of pictures.

Last night I stayed awake again. Can't sleep but that's OK. In a month or so it'll be all better again. Anyway, I had this "day dream" or what ever it is when you're not sleeping but you're dreaming of something.. Anyway, I was "dreaming" of going to New York and doing everything I want to do there and it was great! And now I really want to go :) B said it's a really nice place to go shopping and that it's a really nice experience for anybody but it's not the best place he's ever been to. Hmm.

I think maybe America seems interesting to a lot of people because there's so much there and so many places. So many movies we've seen and things we've heard and all these images we have in our head.. Americans say that you've not been anywhere if you haven't been to Europe so maybe we just have the same opinion about America ?

I want to write a list about all the things I want to achieve. All the things I want to do and see and places I want to visit. I think it might be a very long list. I want it to be like in a movie, when they write a list when they are younger and then when they are old(er), they start ticking the boxes on the list. Except I don't want to be old when I start to do the ticking of the boxes. I want to start now. I'm determined to win the lottery, so I can kick start my ticking and start my own business. I'd want that to be the first achievement for sure! And then, a shopping spree in New York.

Today I've used Twitter again. I read a lot of "today I'm going to the launch party of my album" or "my phone broke so I need to buy a new one", things like that. I still don't know what to say about it but the purpose of Twitter is to easily find out what you're friends and family (and celebs) are doing right now, and right now, and right now.. I think you get the picture and it's really doing that. If you want to know where you're friends are at the moment or what they are doing now or next, then just log in on Twitter. Hmm. I guess Facebook does the same but with Twitter it's only that one thing and that's all that you really want to know isn't it ? What your friends are doing :)

Watching House on TV now. They're giving a young chess player shrooms. That way they found something and then did something. Then they were planning to do something but something happened and things got worse and .. Does all this sound familiar ? Isn't this more or less what happens in every single episode ?

It's still a good program and I'm probably going to continue watching it in the future.

My mind is being mean to me. I know exactly how I want my future house to look like, outside and inside but I can't do anything about it. I want to write the whole thing down or use pictures or draw it or something before I go crazy. At least that way I can look at it instead of imagining it every time. Hmm. I suck at drawing. Why can't I be good at something like drawing, singing or writing ? Life would be so much easier. Or maybe just more fun :) Hah.

Today I had my first bagel. I don't know if I like them. At least not with liver paté or what ever. Maybe I should try a different kind or try it with something like soft cheese and cucumber. Any suggestions ?

That's enough reading for one day. I mean for You :) Have a nice evening!

Redhead.

That is what I am today. I just dyed my hair. Now I've got red hair again, just like before. I don't know if I wanted to keep my hair brown but I couldn't decide on which hair dye to buy so I just got the red one. Sorry mom, now I'm a redhead again!

Anything else new.. ?

I did the unthinkable. I tried out Twitter. I think it's a little boring. But I've only "used it" for like a day or two, if I count today, so maybe I should give it a few more days. I'm mainly following celebs and gossip. I think it can be a good thing to use if you get bored a lot, coz then you can just log in and read about other people's interesting lives :) I don't know if I recommend it yet since I haven't used it that much..

I watched quite a horrible movie today. It wasn't scary or like "Saw" kinda horrible but it was based on true events, and that makes it a horrible movie.

Movie : Ed Gein - By The Light Of The Moon

Horrific true tale of small town psychopath Ed Gein, whose penchant for murder and mutilation inspired some of the most legendary serial killer movies, such as Psycho and The Silence of the Lambs.

That's what it says about the movie on the information box on TV.

Congratulations to my Mom and Step-Dad for moving into the new place! Hopefully you'll stay there for longer this time :)

Anyway, I'm going to bed now. It's almost 3 a.m. But one more thing before I go. There's this really annoying thing going on.. They're fixing or digging or building something nearby and because of that we lose our water supply every single morning and it lasts until 1 o'clock. Or so they said. One day the water didn't come back on until 3. And we went to ask them to come and fix the water supply for the toilet to work and so they came and then we asked them why we never received a piece of paper telling us that this would be going on and you know what they said ? "Sorry we didn't realise that there was another flat back there". A**holes.

Anyway, I'm off to bed now. Night.

Saturday Night <3

I didn't win the lottery. I wouldn't be writing anything in this blog if I'd won. Anyway, moving on with life.

Today when B came home from work, we went to the Tesco and we saw this really expensive car. Ferrari Enzo to be exact. So this car is pretty but a real man's car. There's only 400 of them out there and one costs around half a million pounds. Hmm. Who can afford to buy one in fu*king Wigan ? Well who ever it was, must have a lot of money :) Maybe I should meet that guy ? Maybe I could convince him of giving me some of his fortune! Hah. Maybe not :)

Here's a picture of the car. It's for those of You who don't know about cars, like me.

If I ever get that much money that I'm able to buy something this expensive, I would probably buy an Aston Martin because I like them more than Ferrari's. Maybe they are more of a woman's car ? I don't really know what super car or sports car is supposed to be something for the women but an Aston Martin would be something for me :) Here's a picture of the one I'd buy if I had the money :)

Is that not the prettiest car you've seen ? I love it! If I won the lottery today, I'd buy it on like thursday when the money would be on my account :) Hah.

Anyway, I've got to go and do something useful. Maybe. I'll probably just sit and watch TV. Just joking. We're having a few drinks with my beloved better half. And for you out there (you know who you are), we're fine and there is no reason for you to be worried about anybody. That's really immature to talk about things you know nothing about.

Have a "safe" saturday night. I think it might be quite late in Finland but Finnish people drink until the morning right ? :)

Sleep.. I Wish.

It's been a long time since I last felt this tired. I haven't been able to sleep for the last couple of nights and it's really taking it's toll on me.. I manage to get a few hours of sleep during the day but it's only because my body and mind are exhausted.

I've been trying to fall asleep since 1 o'clock this morning and it's now 8 in the morning so a few hours have passed me by. I finally decided to turn the laptop on and do something "useful". There is really nothing useful I can do online at this time of the day..

But I've got good news. I got the permission to put in J's picture (my sister's boyfriend) and so now I'm going to do just that!

This was taken outside the bar we were drinking at just days before we left Finland. He's got the best smile ever doesn't he ? He is a funny guy to be around :)

Too bad I didn't take any "drunken fool" pictures.. They are the funniest to look at the next day, hungover and all :) Oh well.

Nothing much more to say at this point. Maybe I'll come up with something later on. We put the lottery on yesterday, so cross your fingers for me! Maybe I'll win the jackpot and become filthy rich :) I'd take my whole family to the Caribbean for 2 weeks to do nothing but sunbathe, drink coctails at the pool and relax. Doesn't that sound nice ? I can already see it now. Mmm.

Now I'm going to get some breakfast. I'm getting hungry since the last time I ate was at 8 o'clock last night. So 12 hours ago. Which doesn't sound like a long time. Wait, yes it does. It's half a day :) But if I was sleeping right now and woke up later on, then I wouldn't be hungry until I then.. Anyway,

Have a nice day and enjoy the weekend!